So, I hear Shemale Club is releasing a new DVD “American Tgirls ” not sure of the number however my Hot scene with the lovely and super incredible, and super sexy, and super everything Vaniity – yeah you heard of her – is going to be on this DVD. Here are some of the possible pics I chose for her to design the box cover with… what do you guys think? You can find this set also inside the website if you have not checked it out yet. Don’t forget I am returning to the US in May and I am going to be available in the Central Florida Orlando Area for appointments, so if you don’t catch me then…. FUCK YOU! lol in a good way!

Enjoy and let me know what you think…

Ok so I consulted in the matter of which to remove the eviction those idiots placed on my credit before I left Vegas – granted I left 3 WHOLE LONG months before my lease was over, however, I do have proof and the records that I consulted with them two months before I left and made all the attempts to rent the place out, but they declined to even respond to my communication attempts. I left the place in immaculate condition even though the morning prior to my departure I received the eviction notice on my door. Yeah… Now I have to write a nice letter and apologize and request they remove the eviction notice… Ughhh this is hard! Like pulling teeth w/out anesthesia.

Gentlemen,

I have received several requests that I return to doing cam shows and since a girl could use a little extra cash, I have decided to do so starting this week. I know a lot of you used to watch me on Streammate so I am not sure if i will be returning there, however I can tell you this. If you are a memeber of my site you will get to peek in for… wait for it… FREE! That’s right, with your monthly membership you will get to peak in for absolutely zero extra and also get access to pre-recorded shows… What else could you ask for?

Stay tuned!

Good morning boys and girls!

It’s your illusive goddess coming to you once again. Sorry I have been away but my personal life and bread and butter keep me extremely occupied and taking care of 2 personalities is also a hassle… tee hee

I am here to announce that I have been asked to travel to England in April for work and of course in addition to that , I would love to meet and greet with really nice fans. I am gonna try to make it to a few trans parties and would also love a good handsome Britt to show me around as my private tour guide. What do you say?

I am looking forward to creating magic on your side of the world and even more grateful for this opportunity. More details coming soon!

Se você é meu fã do Brasil, então você deve dar uma olhada neste fórum com todos as bonecas lindas brasileiras, e os homens que nos apreciam.

I can’t help but to feel a little empty, wondering where he is, what he is doing, is he thinking of me? Reminds me of our song “Talking to the Moon”. I almost feel like I am talking to the moon and that there is someone out there doing the same. Somewhere out there, there is someone who’s heart is also crying wondering if one day they will find something meaningful. It is difficult for anyone to find a mate, yet I find it almost impossible as a trans woman. I am not sure if I am too picky or if I am a person who deserves someone who understands life as I do. Someone who sees life with an open heart and doesn’t really allow others to dictate how they live or who they chose as a mate. Hopefully someday in the distant future, we won’t love people for their gender, but for who they are as a soul, their struggles, accomplishments and their heart. I don’t have a specific type of person I am attracted to as far as physicality goes for that reason. I think love comes in all shapes, therefore my first attraction as a human is that of the body, but if there is not a personality match I am totally turned off by the person.

I love goofy guys who baby talk, who crack stupid jokes, who like to do nothing and yet love to do everything. Someone who can have fun no matter what situation their are in, no matter how boring it is, they always find a way to crack a smile, some stranger to strike a conversation with, to make someone smile… Someone who sees through others as if they were transparent, if you know what I mean. Someone who can sense others emotions as I do.

Again, I ask. What are accomplishments and gifts if you can’t share them with someone special? Why must some of us be blessed with love while others roam around in the endless search, with endless hope. Sometimes I wish I was a bit colder, that I didn’t sense as much as I do. I feel too much, I see too much, and I can’t help but to absorb some of the sadness that comes with being “different”.

The pain sometimes is forgotten. The difficulty that others have, that I’ve had, from just following the path that was chosen for us. I forget most of the time, because again, I just go about my days as any other “normal” person does. Trying to avoid situations that will impose any drama or sadness in my life. Sometimes we forget that humans are animals and feed on others like hungry wolves and that is what just happened to me.

I forget how the words of others, although truly not important, can affect others deeply, picking at old scars, making them bleed before they’ve had a chance to heal. But do they ever really heal?